I really wish I got some form of recognition for the fact that I have been revising and not having fun for the past month. But that would seem an impossible feat for both parents and teachers. What they are good at though is forming those little clouds of doubt in my mind, doubts that have no right to be there.
I don’t want a celebration or anything daft like that. What I want, heck what I need someone to do is look at me and say “The results still aren’t great, but I see you are working hard and perhaps you need help”, do not tell me I clearly have not been revising. Because that just pulls me down, and it is hard to even drag myself back up.
So here is to the inevitable tears that will fall over the next few weeks, cheers!
